i often find myself searching google to translate some korean words(first language) when i'm writing something about my characters lately. sometimes i have to search for 60% of the words in a sentence!

i just stopped speaking english after 2019 since speaking was just not in curriculums anymore, and my english capability has just declined since then. OR, perhaps it might be because i just have not much time to spend on the internet and grew too old to engage in any kind of ruffles going on in threads, rusting my keybord skills. maybe i might just forget how to read or write english one day. OR, i'm fricking getting brainrot from youtube algorithm.(so i stopped going into youtube)

but seriously, last time i read any thicc(200<pgs) english book was like, 3 years ago. and it's not about waning interests in literature, but about not being able to afford any time to do so! my priority of free time goes to arts, not to thicc books in secondary language that i would have absolutely no one around to discuss about!! when i was young adults would often say, "read more books you won't have time later yadayada,,," and they were right. or i'm aging. i'm 18. i can't imagine what i'll be like when i'm 26.

nahhh i'll be finnnneee. it's not like i have mental illness or somethin

anyways here's the conclusion.

old(18) korean's advice: write stupid things on the internet and fight with absolute strangers about literally anything if you want to keep your english skill tight

lately i've been pretty religious and copied sutra by hand. while doing so i found a god named 'Mahoraga' who was being named with other gods. I was curious so I searched the internet but found nothing much helpful... because an anime had a character with the same name.

i hate it when media names someone a common name or god. but then i think it back by thinking it can't be avoided if a media takes significant influence from existing lore.

anyways here is related drawing of mahoraga i found in a religious news site.

he is a god of music and has a dragon inside his mouth.

now i just need to do an A rated collab

today i got my usb working. to do that i had to:

learn about some basics(sudo, root, mount/unmount, lsusb, chmod, cp(copy) -r, udev, etc)

create mounting destination

find and mount usb to mounting destination

download thunar to access usb in root and change the permission

fourth step i did not mean to download an app to do that. i tried terminal command first but i think i'm confusing file directory and device name, it kept saying file does not exist. i'm not sure so i'm planning to read actual book about it this weekend.

meanwhile i learned the huge importance of some basic apps.

i also got audio working, which also involved downloading an app.

i feel kinda guilty for it though, because ngl terminal looks cooler and i'm just that kind of guy.

I'm done making my neocities site, I like it and I plan to update it when I draw more things.

So I downloaded a Linux-based OS because I thought it was cool. And erased Windows 11. I don't know if I'll get is trouble for this later though, because I'm not sure if Korean government made program for opening very personal papers for Linux. And I don't think even WINE can unwrap that.

I know nothing about computer and I can't erase files from my usb??? It's hard

But I like how calm and static it is. no recommendations, no effects...It feels like 2013 again.

Well I should read a book or two about it. Maybe I should start learning computer science again, and post the process somewhere....like here....

I find myself posting more often, cause there's no one I can talk about things like these,,,

sillyboy

gigachat

cool

i'm afraid that influence from a lolicon artist that i eagerly followed when i was too young to know the meaning of such things(7-9years old) might surface on my art/ character design.

that was two most active year on developing my taste for art and building my first imaginary oc adventure so even though i want to post my old art i can't.

i wanted to make a shrine/family tree of inspirations or ocs but i couldn't because their influence was so huge the whole story wouldn't be possible if i just hid 'some elements'

sometimes i even see some similarities on my art and theirs and it's not the greatest experience.

haha